'If you have any hopes on me, just kill them!' she said rather courteously. He got down on his knees. 'Please,' he was looking at her expectantly,'I really love you.' She started walking, leaving him on his knees and in tears. When she passed me I could see disgust in her eyes. I hated it-not her disgust but his pleading. I put my hand on his shoulder and he got up on his feet but couldn't from his pain. I looked at his wet eyes, 'Who says boys don't cry?' I asked myself.
'Was she worth crying for?' I asked him.
'You'll not understand,' he said poetically.
I'm happy I don't I wanted to say. 'Why were you pleading her to love you?' I asked.
'Because I love her,' he said.
'So?'I asked him back. This must have pissed him a bit more, he left after saying,'You'll never understand because you don't love anyone.'
I unfolded the letter which I took out from my wallet. It was crumpled, actually I did. I wrote that letter for the one I loved (I still do), but didn't give it to her. Reason: A day after I proposed to her, and she rejected (quite obvious), she shook her head so scornfully that I got my message. But I couldn't stop loving her. The letter I wrote was:
'You'll not understand,' he said poetically.
I'm happy I don't I wanted to say. 'Why were you pleading her to love you?' I asked.
'Because I love her,' he said.
'So?'I asked him back. This must have pissed him a bit more, he left after saying,'You'll never understand because you don't love anyone.'
I unfolded the letter which I took out from my wallet. It was crumpled, actually I did. I wrote that letter for the one I loved (I still do), but didn't give it to her. Reason: A day after I proposed to her, and she rejected (quite obvious), she shook her head so scornfully that I got my message. But I couldn't stop loving her. The letter I wrote was:
Its not that I didn't like anyone before.I was attracted to girls, had relationships, wonderful one but didn't go long. I had reasons for liking them, I was bowled over by their beauty and charm. But with you it was different,I wasn't attracted to your beauty, not that you are not beautiful, you are gorgeous..seriously!! I honestly don't know what dragged my senses to you. I just fell for you, fell in love with you.
I'm not writing this letter to request you to love me. I just wanted you to know that I love you, that there is someone out there who is always wishing for your happiness, that there is someone you can be sure of will never leave you no matter what !! I'm not making any sacrifice. If you are to be mine, you will !! I'm sure of it. For now I'm happy you are a part of my heart. I'm lucky to have this habit of being happy and satisfied with whatever little I get. So, I'm happy with those few smiles you gave me, with those few words you shared with me, with those few memories you, unwantedly, gifted me.
Love you, always.
I placed it back in my wallet, and stood in the corridor looking at the blank sky.
'Why does anyone kneel down in front of someone who don't give a damn?' came out of my mouth.
'None of my business,' I said consciously.
'Why do they beg for love?' I again lost control over my words.
'I can't fight it anymore,' I said and lost myself in the thoughts.
It became a regular sight of guys getting down on the kneels and asking girls to love them back, and a habit for girls to ask them to kill their hopes. I'm not against asking someone if they love you but pleading someone to love you is not a part of the love !! The only law of love is not to expect anything in return, not even love !!
Don't insult love by begging for it. Its not something you beg, it should be earned !! Only person you kneel down for should be the ONE WHO LOVES YOU. If you think that by pleading you'll get someone's love then let me tell you, all you'll get is pity and you know its not worth it. Don't make lovers look so cheap by crying, by begging. Don't forget that not everyone can love, not everyone have such a heart. So don't hang your head, hold it high because you have something that others don't; then what if that one person is missing? You have love for them. Isn't that enough???
I'm not writing this letter to request you to love me. I just wanted you to know that I love you, that there is someone out there who is always wishing for your happiness, that there is someone you can be sure of will never leave you no matter what !! I'm not making any sacrifice. If you are to be mine, you will !! I'm sure of it. For now I'm happy you are a part of my heart. I'm lucky to have this habit of being happy and satisfied with whatever little I get. So, I'm happy with those few smiles you gave me, with those few words you shared with me, with those few memories you, unwantedly, gifted me.
Love you, always.
I placed it back in my wallet, and stood in the corridor looking at the blank sky.
'Why does anyone kneel down in front of someone who don't give a damn?' came out of my mouth.
'None of my business,' I said consciously.
'Why do they beg for love?' I again lost control over my words.
'I can't fight it anymore,' I said and lost myself in the thoughts.
It became a regular sight of guys getting down on the kneels and asking girls to love them back, and a habit for girls to ask them to kill their hopes. I'm not against asking someone if they love you but pleading someone to love you is not a part of the love !! The only law of love is not to expect anything in return, not even love !!
Don't insult love by begging for it. Its not something you beg, it should be earned !! Only person you kneel down for should be the ONE WHO LOVES YOU. If you think that by pleading you'll get someone's love then let me tell you, all you'll get is pity and you know its not worth it. Don't make lovers look so cheap by crying, by begging. Don't forget that not everyone can love, not everyone have such a heart. So don't hang your head, hold it high because you have something that others don't; then what if that one person is missing? You have love for them. Isn't that enough???
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