Life!
Undoubtedly, the biggest mystery.
Just when you think you have it all
figured out, it give will give you such a major thud that you'll wonder -
where the hell am I going? Or, what the hell am I doing? You'll wonder
how everything that seemed clear and unambiguous, has suddenly blurred,
which is often worse than getting blind.
They
say, life throws struggles at you to make you feel alive. Life is
something that wakes you up in the middle of the night after you put
yourself to sleep with great difficulty. Life is something that will
push you to write down your feelings, but with a question mark of where
to begin. Life is something that will make you feel warmer walking on
empty roads on a cold night rather than sitting among people.
When
you whine over people not understanding you or misunderstanding you,
life will tell you that it's never about what they feel about you, rather about your conscience.
Sometimes you try to live in the memories, which seems much dear and
happy than the present; but those moments were also your 'present'
sometime back. Like a quote says, 'The future is scary, but you can't just run back to the past because it's familiar. Yes it's tempting, but it's a mistake'.
In
the dark of the night, you hold all those memories tight, afraid and
unwilling to let them go and face the life. Life can be happy, sad,
challenging, disappointing, hurtful, hateful or loving, but never
constant. Life is like ocean, when you see it from a hilltop it might seem
appealing and beautiful, but only when you stand facing it, you'll
understand its strength to snatch you away from the ground and whirl you
around.
But then again, life is about getting yourself lost, only to find the real you!
