'What is it?' asked my friend. My eyes were wet and voice choking. May be he understood that I wanted some quiet time; he didn't speak a word and sat beside me, silently.
Why the hell did I fall in love with her, if she wasn't supposed to be mine? I wanted to shout. I was to be there I thought I was to be the one holding her. My lips were to be on hers. My hand was to be in her hand. I wanted to scream, I wanted to abuse, I wanted to cry ! But I sat silently, I couldn't stop tears escaping from my eyes, though!!
'It feels much better now,' I said to his questioning eyes. I was narrating my friend the emotional breakdown that I went through few years ago and the similar one that he's experiencing now.
Everyone should go through it- the heart break-once in their life time, only then they'll understand importance of being loved and of those who love them...!!!
'Don't keep any hopes on me,' she said when I proposed her,'I don't believe in love.'
'You'll love me one day,' I said,' I shall wait until then.' I smiled and left.
I waited for her for five months, but never knew that I'll be paid such a reward for it. I was walking in our college corridor when I heard a giggle through a narrow slit near the window. I peeped inside through the glass and my heart broke. She was kissing a guy! I love you my eyes read her lips. They hugged each other and my feelings were crumpled. I moved from there and sat on the stairs.
I waited for her for five months, but never knew that I'll be paid such a reward for it. I was walking in our college corridor when I heard a giggle through a narrow slit near the window. I peeped inside through the glass and my heart broke. She was kissing a guy! I love you my eyes read her lips. They hugged each other and my feelings were crumpled. I moved from there and sat on the stairs.
Why the hell did I fall in love with her, if she wasn't supposed to be mine? I wanted to shout. I was to be there I thought I was to be the one holding her. My lips were to be on hers. My hand was to be in her hand. I wanted to scream, I wanted to abuse, I wanted to cry ! But I sat silently, I couldn't stop tears escaping from my eyes, though!!
I slapped myself for dreaming about her, I slapped once again for waiting for her, I slapped hard for loving her!! Still it couldn't ease my pain. Though my cheeks were paining, my heart ache was harder to bear.
This is how it feels, may be, when someone you love loves someone else!! Your world seems stopped and heart beat not wanting to continue any more. Only thing that feels moving is their image in your mind.
'You OK now?' asked my friend.
I nodded. I have to be OK with this now I thought I have to live with this broken heart now !
'It feels much better now,' I said to his questioning eyes. I was narrating my friend the emotional breakdown that I went through few years ago and the similar one that he's experiencing now.
Everyone should go through it- the heart break-once in their life time, only then they'll understand importance of being loved and of those who love them...!!!
